-u are not comformed yet-

What a bad day......not really bad actually...haha..since this coming thursday i have to attend an interview at BPT, then i have to meet my PK(penolong kanan pentadbiran)..
1)tok2.....em ni ha(dengan kuatnya sampai satu office leh dengar)....tak comfirm lagi dah nak tukar......orag lain kene tunggu 3,4 tahun baru leh tukar....eh mana boleh...sini cikgu tak cukup bahasa inggeris.....anak buah saya dah 12 tahun duk penang tak gege pun nak balik sini<tu dier...bukan saya>suami dier kat sana ....sampai bila2 pun takper kat sana......jawapan berani....hehe...geram actually...i can feel my blood go upstair.....suddenly dier kater..em can u help me to have extra class for excellent students....weekends only......suami awak jarang ada kan....boleh la......SERIOUS I WILL REPORT TO MY HB..........take advantages betol

-WHAT!!!!!!!!-

Hectic weekend......my hb wasn't here for almost three weeks...and umar cannot sit still. I don't blame him....he is trying his best to stand up and starts walking.....falling down is his friends nowadays...i'm busy with loundry,ironing cloths for one week and interview...No choices I have to drive alone to BPT....hopefully I'm not lost.....I'm not free to read even one materials that I have ask my husband to find out from the internet....Most of my friends told me that it's difficult.....huhu...what can I do...I'm tired.....and poor umar, he has nobody to play besides me and my mum.....and lately there are lots of words come out from his mouth...example like nish-maybe means finish....tad-means ustaz.......mimi-means ummi......hehehehehe eeths----means teeth kut...hahahaha

-hello-

Early in the morning....darl bagi message....weird.....kenapa pagi2 bagi sms....upanya si tomei tu g call aunty darl dier....yesterday gitu gak...dier g call papa......um....sangat bijak menyebabkan bil ummi anda melambung kan.....

-this is the real rambling-

sad....sad...sad....x ley nak apply EG-Tukar.......so kene stay sini sampai end of this year....um...nampaknya puasa ni ber2 sahaja lah dengan UMAR......speechless......
DUGAAN kan.Takkan nak suh mak stay sini till end of this year..............................terus tak der mood.......

-rambling-

-marka abush aka girldfriend abush-

abush is my luvely brother......i'm so jealous aka small heart(kecik hati)....because i'm not the first person meeting with that gurl........my spy told me she's kind and pretty(nak bodek aku lah tu)...untill now i still can't beleive that my brother already has a mata ayer......i still think that he is a small boy.....will start crying everytime it is raining and he cannot go to school...but i?.....horayyyyy holiday........berbeda kan?...who cares?.. i love him so much...muahaha.....should stop here.....have some errands to do.....nite everybody...may Allah bless all of u alwayz...........

ANAK PAPA AGAIN

some people said that it is not good to carry your child like this......reasons?as usual this is my question. answer:nanti anak naik junjung...as usual i need more explanation and eleboration...mengada kan.......answer:um payanh cakap dengan hang ni...kui kui kui...you know it's hard to tolk with me.......tapi ko cakap jugak buat aper?......

-aNak pApa-

urut sikit2 cian papa letih kan.....

nanti umar wat lagi yer...da tired

ummi suh sleep....nite papa

I miss u.....zzzzzzz

-TQ TUHAN-

-SUNGGUH TIDAK TENANG- semoga Tuhan sentiasa memberikan aku kekuatan.......bila married and x stay together kiter kene ader super energy....everything kene wat sendiri.....teringat time mule2 tau aku pregnant dulu......hua cedey...tapi TUHAN tu adil...aku x alah langsung....maybe dia tahu...suami jauh...cian hamba aku ni....mimpilah nak gi check together wif cik hb tiap kali ader appoinment ngan tn doktor...tapi best biler dier balik....aku rasa puteri raja pun x dilayan macam aku dapat...ngeh(perasan sekejap)....but this time dugaan yang datang tak melibatkan cik hb.....prob lame yang x tau bile nak habis.........tapi aku percaya sume ni Dugaan Dier........disebabkan aku pelakon yang agak2 hebat...sume tu berjaya disembunyikan either kat school or at home......sampai sekarang masih berjaya keep it as a secret from my mum......sorry mum..... Bila kiter ader partner ...I mean pasangan hidup....we really hopes that we can share everything with them....but sometimes when we need them.....they are far away......(solution=kene banyak berdiri atas kaki sendiri...cari kawan yang boleh dipercayai......yer lah...benda yang personal mana bley nak citer kat sume orang suke2 ati.....and THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS........jangan lupa TUHAN......................................kerana Dialah tempat paling terindah nak mengadu apa-apa pun.

-FRIENDS-

friends.....all of us have friends....(take deep breath)...everytime terpikir benda ni mesti tears came into my eyes......kadang-kadang duk pikir......apa lagi yang salah...mujur aku terjumpa something yang aku rasa tersangatlah membantu......BIAR KITA TIADA APA-APA ASAL KITA ADA TUHAN. Sangat membantu......and now dah rasa lega banyak.......thank you friends...whatever it is i'll never forget to pray for your best here and hereafter........ Next month ada plan nak turun KEMAMAN...plan jer nih...tak tau jadi ke tak....nak attend my friends wedding.....and nak jumpa DARL.....haha..my fwenz yang kepala sangat suite ngan aku..... can't wait to see u tuk berderat.....

-Pabila KERJA Banyak-

===attention====

this week aku bz....since cik hb tak balik this week and next week nak balik hometown

there's lots of things to settle.....

first time nak bawa budak kecik tu naik BAS

kes takder saper nak amik.....

sebelum tuh kene pastikan:

1) ORAL test for form five and form four settle

2) finished syllabus as their exam just around the corner

3) preparation tuk interview next week.....huhu pray for me

4)nak solve problem between me and en.-----.

5)meeting with eng.club

maxwell hill aka bukit larut

just arrived at maxwell hill.......both of them are happy....

hehe.....sejuk.............

our trips to maxwell hill.......we went there last month....just look at umar's face...so cheeky.we had a lunch at 'kuewtiow dolly' one of the famous restaurant in Taiping.......by using a jeep that is so antic....cost us rm12...so cheap......fulfill my promise to my husband..........actually i'm not went here almost 2 years...so many changes and the weather is not as cool as before......i have a class.....continue next post.

NEW SHIRTS FROM AUNTY DARL

thank u aunty darl aka ZURA.....since umar really loves red colour so he choose red and white shirts first......hmmm choosy.Anyway thank you so much...do not sentap-sentap ok........and i'm pretty sure u are happy enough since your en. tunang was here yesterday......

'COMFORT MYSELF'

who said i stay calm all the time.....who said i'm not pissed off? like everyone else..i also get frustrated *sigh*.......when a decision has been made in which i disagree and i still able to find other way to comfort myself......staying calm is how i do it.......

'little driver again'

this is my hero....he loves car steering...look at his face.....so cheeky.....hua ampu anak sendiri....yesterday aku dah mengamuk...umar menghabiskan aku nyer air viper......'tertongeh-tongeh' whatever it is I love u Umar. I love u so much.........

'little driver'

may I start now?....I can't wait........

'cd umar'...cloth diaper....

WHY CLOTH DIAPER?

-better for environment

-saves money

-easier potty training

wHat A busy Day

lately I'm so busy...poor Umar and my mum..my hb was not around...this week he has a course at Lumut...next week visits my mil...and i'll just able to meet him 3 weeks from now.....hum this is what we call PJJ aka perhubungan jarak jauh.. since last two weeks i just met Umar at 7p.m....lucky if he's still awake....and i'm so sad when he's already sleep....thanks God when he's still give me that big smile.....he's a smart boy....every morning he will send me to school with the look that will always melt my heart away...hua

'how time flies'

Today is saturday..meanings that tomorrow i have to work....how time flies....anyway my plans today is to visit my fwenz at Jerteh...zila aka miss melaty will move to Dungun next month...despite having flu and fever i still excited to visit her....whether i realised or not....i was here almost 7 months....how time flies again...haha....and this week my husband is not around. He wan here last week....see u soon zila.adam and afiq....